maaa,
just now i met another failiure...
darkness again...
u told me to surrendor everything...
with the taste of bitter,mind looking for consolstion
But,i know, it wont come from anyside...
usually you hide somewhere in this situation..
i have to be alone...with my sadness
after few days u will give a good explanatoin for this and again i will cling to you.
and my grif will continue...what a cunning heart u have..a cruel play with ur wicked son!
