Thank you so much Brother Paritosh,
You have discerned the deepest meaning of my post.
I know that Mother is with me on a spiritual level, but I want to make her REAL in my life. And yet I know intellectually that SHE IS REAL, and it is me who is false. Perhaps that is what I mean about not being a good daughter.
Happy Holidays! Love from me to my brother and much gratitude for your support and understanding.
I am not the one you should thank. It’s the Mother here who gives us the support. Mother and her daughter both are real and She is a living presence in your life. When I have wanted to make Mother more real, I have chanted Her name and that makes Her more real and a more tangible presence to me. Perhaps you could try that. You are a daughter of the Mother. NEVER doubt that.
May Mother support each one of us in our journey towards the Supreme Goal.