So many times I feel alone and question my faith. This state goes on as I struggle with this issue. I go through the motions and receive no response. Then out of nowhere there is an understanding that I am not alone and Mother is with me.
Bless me Mother that I may never doubt your presence in my life.
Often one loses faith more in oneself than in Mother,
I find. Feelings of unworthiness and all sorts of ego-nonsense come in.
Sometimes it gets to the point where I can hardly bear to look at Mother's picture - but when that all drops away and one Connects again, how nice it is!