Thank you Ankur for pointing this out to me. I will read Swami's autobiography with great interest. I had the privilege to meet him in London but I did not know that his autobiography existed.

Location: U.K.

Finished reading the Swami's autobiography today. Along with the other adjectives used before I would add the word touching. A month or more ago, visiting the Ramakrishna Mission Ashrama here at Guwahati, I felt as I was leaving the temple a voice within me say, 'Pori Pori Uthi Thak' meaning in Assamese that Keep rising each time you fall. Something like never giving up the struggle. My master said there is no joy like sorrow! We wouldm't like to call on God without it. And he said, there is joy in that pori pori uthi thakat, in keeping up the struggle. He had said another thing, one has to keep up the polishing, one's practice till the end. Achieving grace is one thing and retaining it is another. How I keep falling and how He lifts me up again and again. He said Mother slays Mahisasura after giving him much sorrow, punishing him severely. How fortunate is Mahishasura. I was averse to the idea. Rebelled against it. But getting to accept it. No other alternative and I would now prefer no other alternative. Now I understand that is what he meant by the path of the cross being my path on Baburam Maharaj's birthday, Swami Premananda's birthday 10 years ago. You may have started the reading of the autobiography. What a privilege to be a devotee.

Location: Guwahati, Assam, India

Thank you for these posts. They are so meaningful.
Please continue to post as you gain understanding. It is very helpful.

Thank you,
Rosemary

Location: North Carolina

Sorry, Vriju, I got off the topic of your original post, which was a very good one. I was so impressed by the language of the Swami. It was a familiar speak.

Location: North Carolina

Yet the question/topic you raised, Rosemary, is one which comes to many people. And, frankly, I have met people who are convinced that one must be born in or travel to India in order for spiritual progress to take place. Such folks seem (to me) to be always wondering, because they haven't grasped the role and importance of spiritual practice.

Or spiritual readiness. In India there has always been the understanding that when the student is fit the teacher will come. Thus a spiritual aspirant, instead of running about looking for a teacher or "ideal location, settles into the task of making himself or herself ready.

We are indeed very fortunate to be living now, when the highest spiritual ideas are readily available to all, whether we are "fit" or not. Even in India this was not the case. Swami Vivekananda, with the blessing of Sri Ramakrishna and Mother, saw the importance of spreading the highest teachings "broadcast" throughout India and the world. He felt having access to these teachings would help humankind rise to higher levels, even if only a very few realized God in this lifetime. Hearing of our potential, he reasoned, would inspire more to eventually take up the task of realizing it.

It always comes back to us, our interest, our readiness, our willingness to make a committed effort. It is very difficult. But even as we stumble along or play happily on a side path, we have the blessing of knowing the Goal, and knowing that Mother is with us, helping us the entire journey.

Location: san Diego, California, USA