Sorry to note the postponement of your knee replacement surgery, and your heart
problem; and hoping that your experimentation with low fat diet and vegetarianism
proves successful. May Mother keep you locked in her warm embrace.
As Mother said, even the Master had to suffer from being in a human form; what to speak of her own suffering. It is the nature of this body to suffer. None can escape. This may slow us down, cause discomfort, and such. But, yes, we always have Mother to turn to. That very act of turning to Her can help sustain us.
By Mother's Grace may your suffering be lessened, Gaurishji.