First of all my heart felt wishes for doing neoman services whatever u can...like u said everyone tries to provoke ur doing...that someone.. is other than the ma..herself..I believe she is testing her child ..to see whether her child has attained the thing that one needed to get awaken from the deep sleep of worldly pleasures..Praise them for giving a golden opportunity..& stay thankful whoever ..testifies & questions ur doings...keep ur heart unidirectional to the one...
Excerpted from: Each is Great in His Own Place
"It is the most difficult thing in this world to work
and not care for the result, to help a man and never
think that he ought to be grateful, to do some good
work and at the same time never look to see whether
it brings you name or fame, or nothing at all.
Even the most arrant coward becomes brave when the world
praises him. A fool can do heroic deeds when the approbation
of society is upon him, but for a man to constantly do good
without caring for the approbation of his fellow men is indeed
the highest sacrifice man can perform."
Swami Vivekananda
Excerpted from: THE COMPLETE WORKS OF SWAMI VIVEKANANDA Click Here to read whole article