Respected Brother Tom and Dear and Respected Sister Rosemary,
Thank you for your replies.
Brother Tom, thank you for the pictures especially of Holy Mother worshipping. I have seen it many times, have it on our laptop background, yet the one you posted appeared clearer or sharper.
As for Holy Mother's room in the Nahabat, I have been there, prayed there, and the prayer that came spontaneously to me as I bowed my head almost 17 years ago is the most treasured one of my life, and perhaps the only one I haven't revealed to anyone (I talk/write so much) and the one which supercedes all prayers of mine in this life. No doubt Mother herself prayed for this lost sheep of Hers pining to return back home.